Friday, August 08, 2008

My last weeks in SRQ.

I'm nearing the end here in my hometown. It is really starting to freak me out. But, the excitement is becoming overwhelming. Dispite my excitement, I am in complete denial that I have 2 weeks left and am spending them doing the exact opposite thing I should be doing- nothing. I need to be packing, hanging out with friends and my parents, having fun, going to the beach, laughing constantly, hugging everyone, and going to the gym for that perfect Chicago body. No. I'm doing nothing. I'm staying up all night alone, sleeping in until noon or later and then sitting all day with my macbook on my lap. Oh yes, I am in denial. And yes, I am scared out of my mind. My mind? In my mind I've got 2 months left still. 

This all has happened so fast. I don't know quite how to breathe. 

I'm so ready to start new. But I'm not ready to say goodbye.

2 comments:

Elaine said...

Bekah.
We don't plan much ahead in this family, you know. Besides, I'm totally in denial about you being old enough to go off to college. So I'm supporting the sleeping until noon thing.
Seriously. Are you sure you're really going to college??? Ah well, I'm excited to go with you. However, next time, could you come here instead? We really really really miss you.

Cheryl said...

Rebekah,
Being in denial about you going to college in such a short time-----I am so there. It does not seem possible that time has gone so quickly.
However,it is an exciting venture and I thank you for creating this space.
I love you.
Momma